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Well it's been a while since I've done one of those random things on my mind type of Blogs, but now is the right time. I have so many thoughts in my head, so many things I want to be doing, etc... that I just can't keep in my head anymore. They just have to be unleashed to the world, so here I go...

-- To kick things off, just wanted to let everybody know that now that I'm known as Karizma Kage on RageTV, everything I say on the show should be considered to be as in character. If I were to break character, I'll let you know by saying "As Wade, I'm saying...". Other than that, everything on RageTV is in character and for entertainment purposes only. If you are offended, weirded out, etc... then rest assure that in reality, I probably don't mean it or am not intending it. SO CALM THE f*** DOWN! Now that I have noted that, it's time to get deeper with the character on the show...and develop him...

-- I have been thinking a lot about my involvement in CAW lately, and I really can't think of much to do that I haven't already done. A year ago I did a small project called DWA, and it was on DOR2. I did all I could with that. SNJ has lasted forever, but now I feel that I've done all I can. I have one more big storyline to pop out that I've been waiting to do for a while now, and I'm finally going to run with it. It will lead to the legit end of SNJ. The only direction in CAW I can see going in is to go back to IWC CAW, because it was based off real life. Real life is always changing, and I can run with that.

-- While it's fun doing RageTV and I haven't even scratched the surface with the possibilities for the show, I still miss doing live radio. I will have the itch for it inside me forever. You never know, I may swap out RageTV for live radio again this Fall just like last year. Maybe I can make a schedule out of it. RageTV for Spring/Summer, World-Wrestling Radio for Fall/Winter.

-- So I'm not really looking to get into a relationship with anybody, but the past week I met this girl name Crystal. We've been talking the past week on MSN and phone, but have yet to meet up. I really want to, but I have no way of getting to places, and it just feels weird to me to have her come over here with my parents in the next room and us kicking it. I feel embarrassed for my situation, but I guess it's something I need to deal with. Then again, why am I stressing? I'm not even looking to get into a relationship. I'm definitely not ready. I'd like to get my shit situated first, like finances and even start a big ass strict diet. I want my own place first, that's my ultimate goal.

-- I got an email from Aaron Rift the other day, saying his girlfriend Beth was weirded out by emails I have sent her. They made it out like I was emailing her every day and shit, but it was like two joke emails. One replying to her bulletin called "can i be your dirty little secret?" where I said "yes, you can be my dirty little secret." Then another joke email out of the blue telling her we have sexual tension between us, we need to get that shit out of the way. THAT'S ALL! I didn't mean that shit, I was joking. Yet I'm made out to be like this stalker or some shit, who is weirding her out. She could've f***in' emailed back saying "WTF?" or something, I would've replied back saying I was only f***ing around. END OF STORY! Jeez people need to lighten up, learn to take a f***ing joke, and not act all high and mighty. YOU TWO ARE NO BETTER THAN THE REST OF US ON THIS PLANET KNOWN AS EARTH! Nobody in your f***ing group are. Nagel is the only real awesome down to Earth person, I respect the hell out of that guy. Nagel and I... WE'Z NIGGAZ!

-- The Summer slump is nearly over. Every Summer from about the 4th of July to the end of August I usually get depressed. I started to get that way shortly after my birthday, but I got over it in 2 days. I've been really cool since. Just a few more weeks to go until it cools down, and shit comes up for me to keep myself busy even more. I think that's what the Summer does to get me down, there's nothing going on to keep me busy, it's boring as f***.

-- VIDEO GAMES! I got a few finances squared away, so I got my GameFly back. I rented a few games for PS3, XBOX 360 and Wii. Even though Skate came out a year ago, this was my first time playing the full game. I'm absolutely in love with this game. Madden '09 is another game I can't get enough of. I can't wait to play Star Wars: The Force Unleashed next month, and a bit interested in TNA iMPACT!

-- Entourage starts a new season on September 2nd, OH f*** YEAH! VICTORY!!! I can't wait for Entourage, Smallville, House, Heroes, Chuck, and 'Til Death. Another show that caught my eye, that is new, is on NBC with Christian Slater. Slater is one hell of an underrated actor, and I'm a big fan of his so that show is going to be top notch.

-- NFL pre season is under way, and I have decided to keep more track of the season this year more than I have in the past. I have picked my top three teams, and here they are in order from most favorite on: Jaguars, Chargers, Panthers. Any of them teams make it to the Super Bowl, I'll be extremely happy. Did anybody see the Panthers/Colts game last week? Best pre season game I've seen.

-- Finally got my DVR replaced with a new one. I am going to enjoy watching shows now without worrying if it'll freeze and delete shit. Got another free DVR coming next weekend for the living room, my dad is extremely happy about that.

-- Tickets for RAW in October at the Honda Center go on sale tomorrow morning. I hope to score some pretty awesome seats.

-- I can't wait for SummerSlam on Sunday. A few weeks ago I renewed my stream site for another 90 days, so I'm good to go with PPVs until November.

Wow, that was quite a lot to say. I have nothing else on my mind. Pretty much everything that has been bugging me or pestering my mind is now out in the open for the world to toy around with. Thanks for reading peeps. Have a good weekend and Be Cool!

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